I may not know what I want to do when I grow up or if this is our forever home. I may be unsure of what we’ll have for tea or when I’ll get dressed today. I’m uncertain about a lot of things and I’m okay with that.

One thing I’m definite about though, is my love for my children. I never want them to question that fact, to doubt, even for a moment, that they were never wanted.

I want them to know that I fight for them daily in my battle against Post Natal Depression because even though the illness makes me question a lot of things, it will not make me believe lies. I’ve fought for them when they were in my womb, through NICU and I will continue to protect them with all of my being.

My goal in life is to be the mother that they need, to equip them with life skills and to create a safe relationship where they know that they can travel the world but always come home. If I can achieve all of this, then everything else is just gravy. K x

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